Vendi, Vidi, Vici

I’m soo pumped! GRAD BANQUET!

ITS HERE. CANNOT BELIEVE IT.

I hope everything goes as planned. I love my girl for doing my nails soo well. You are amazing BFFFFL! I had too much fun today, I feel guilty xD

Tomorrow~ I am rocking the incredibly INCREDIBLY conservative “look”. I guess my hair-cut was not SO bad. YIKES tomorrow is gonna be CRAZZY.

I am actually sooo nervous to go up on stage!

Kso I need my beauty sleep…Hair appointment, makeup appointment! I get to do what I love to do most….DRESS UP and get DOLLED UP. <3

Can’t wait ! Thank you for making me anticipate this evening again! ;D

I was beautiful once. I was once gracefull and gorgeous. But with time everything changes. I used to believe that beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder…but living in a vain world, I’m begining to doubt it all. The one thing about me that was perfect-to me- is gone. It’s hideous. When I put my fingers through it I want to cry. And I did. Alot. Which made them yell at me more. I guess thats what happens when something you love so dearly, is gone…all you do is cry. I feel ugly. I feel bald. I feel like a guy. I feel flumsy. I’m tired. The excitment for tomorrow has died down. I feel like all I want to do is ball my eyes out.

But even the deepest wounds can heal with a Marble Slab “Cookies N Cream”, a few words of love, and a good night’s sleep…